Some days

Some days make you and some will break you. Sometimes they are one in the same. Trying to keep my head in this crazy game but it’s not always easy. Believe me. Today is one of those days.

The world is not black and white, it’s just gray. I wish today was any day but today. I want the sun to go down but will tomorrow be worse? No idea until I get through today first.

Sometimes it takes courage to get out of the bed. Sometimes it takes courage to get out of your head. My battery is low…I kinda want the world to go away and leave me alone.

But then friends hit me up on my phone. That really does help. But I wish I could fake it and act like myself.

I pull the blanket back over my head. Close my eyes and think of places I’d rather be instead. Maybe I’m better off…

Shh, I can’t even say it. Wear my heart on my sleeve, emotion displayed. It sorta sucks to be human, so I don’t really claim it.
But I’ll try harder to fake it and try not to flake. Can’t stay in this space…that would be a mistake. Sarahdahuman is officially on break.

Co-pilot on duty, Sarahdateechur on deck.  I’ll get us through this patch of turbulence.

Don’t worry, I’ve got this.